It has been over a year and a half of this wild Covid world. It has permeated every fiber of society. I do not know about you, but it has forced me to go into survival mode a little bit. Some things have fallen out of my focus, this blog included. In the spirit ofContinue reading “A Pandemic and a Volleyball Player”
My Mental Health Story WARNING: This story is about my struggle with self harm, suicidal thoughts, anxiety, and depression. I talk about these things as they happened and from my perspective, some of which may be upsetting. I have been neglecting my blog recently, because of an inner conflict in what I want to achieveContinue reading “My Mental Health Story”
Written in a time of internal turmoil.
Im not a victim Im not quiet Im not shy Im not weak I can’t handle it I make mistakes I should have known I was told what would happen I should leave it alone… i am being dramatic. I am a MAN I am a SINNER I am a LOVER I need to heal.Continue reading “I AM NOT”
When did we confuse self control with oppression. We need to come to terms and make a confession. We need to wave a white flag and call out succession. We are the problem trying to become the solution. We are the dioxide causing pollution. So when will we change and call out for salvation. SayContinue reading “Right Now”
How could I be so stupid. Shopping around for idols like ok cupid. Asking to be a part of “something more” Filled with the fear of being a bore. Don’t make me choose, God. Im too afraid of what i might lose, God. Please let me keep just this one thing. Let me be yourContinue reading “Believing the Lie”
My in depth dive into understanding the book from which I get my name.
Confined to a body Refined in the spirit Captivity sounds like a prison But is it really a transformation? A cocoon that keeps the caterpillar from moving. Is solely for improving. Life is a struggle. Life is a gift. Am i in trouble? Or is this bliss? Only a short while Do we get toContinue reading “How Life is…”
Talking about some of the people that have most impacted my fashion Journey.
My last letter home, attempting to tie a nice bow around the gift that was given to me in the form of this experience overseas. HEADER PHOTO BY: Alan Garlick